Right now, I feel mixed emotions. I have most of Ry and I's bag packed for our trip out east to see my dad. It will be the first time I have seen my dad since we found out about the cancer. I am so excited to see him and give him a big hug. But (secretly) I am scared of the emotions that will turn up in me. I will be going without Josh- which will be especially challenging because I won't really have a safe haven to decompress my emotions when I am feeling a little less than strong. But I will try my hardest to be a positive light in his challenging life for this next week. I know that this week will be a huge growing experience for me.
Thanks for reading my blog. I wanted to share with you my favorite song right now from the movie “Once.”