Your words are careless…like so many of mine, most of the time. You speak the obvious. You see the obvious. But you don’t know. You don’t understand. Even at the lowest point of losing all sense of control…I have peace. It looks chaotic, overwhelming, amazingly hard. That is because it is. But inside this heart of mine, I have a vision. He stands within me. Even when tears leak and emotions spew forth. He stands. Look upon my life for a moment. The stinky child, the wild runner, the non-listener, the “I put everything in the doctor’s office in my mouth”. Yes, it is hard. I don’t need you to tell me. For my eyes will be shifted to your perspective. I want to keep my eyes on Him. Not you. Him.