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On the Outside Looking In…
Your words are careless…like so many of mine, most of the time. You speak the obvious. You see the obvious. But you don’t know. You don’t understand. Even at the lowest point of losing all sense of control…I have peace. It looks chaotic, overwhelming, amazingly hard. That is because it is. But inside this heart…
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Angelic Dream
I was running on a flooded road. My feet splashing against the marshy ground. The rain slipping down my face. I was scared and crying. I felt so alone along this two way street. But I knew I had help coming. I ran as fast as I could to be in just the right spot.…
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i feel a change…
i feel a change comin’. i hope it’s coming soon. you know, the kind of gut feeling you get right before you get sick? like, uh oh, i feel it coming on strong. similar to that, i feel something changing. i can’t tell what it is. can’t tell where we will go. but i know…
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From the Heart I Ponder These Things
From the heart I ponder these things Your little hands so tiny grasping my hand Years later they reach out and thrust your anger towards me It’s within those hands I see such love Such a cry for an answer, “Will you love me…even when I am ugly?” My reaction screams SURRENDER and ANGER My…
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A New Year, A Past Not Forgotten
Can I just tell you how I am looking forward to this year? I think it will be full of opportunities and learning! Continued healing in my body, little children growing and learning, possibilities of a new path for Josh, bonding in marriage…all these things I look forward to and are apart of my personal…
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Whew! I can EAT!
I made it! Made it through the two weeks of starvation…ha, not really. But it was a bit of torture. I think I have a lot of patience. And I have been pretty laid back with my food restrictions so far in life until these last two weeks. I knew it was for the better,…
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Out Of Babes
Our life is full of challenges each day. As are yours. Yesterday was a particularly hard day as we realized some difficult things in our life. As we were working through this dilemma that seems insurmountable, my daughter quietly sang in the background as she was coloring, “I just want to THANK YOU LORD! For…
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Day #5 Killa’
I am on Day #5 with my grand finale detox to help repair my gut. I have felt this way before about a year ago. Miserable, can’t sleep, itching all over. Yes, I have the stupid rash that keeps returning. The blisters in between my toes and heels. The rash makes me feel a little…
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The Grand Finale Detox
Today I am starting up on my final com-BAM! detox. It is called RepairVite, in case you are interested. It is used for people who experience Leaky Gut issues, which start from celiac, IBS, etc. Basically, I get to eat vegetables, fruit, and meat…no rice, beans, nuts, sugar (which is my saving grace normally). I…
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Nothing Sweeter
Nothing sweeter than watching your husband open up the bible and read and search and pray before the day begins…nothing.